Learning from the Sign Jesus Did Before Thomas
Stephen Ku—Pacifica,
California, USA
And after eight days His disciples were again
inside, and Thomas with them. Jesus came, the doors being shut, and stood in
the midst, and said, “Peace to you!” Then He said to Thomas, “Reach your finger
here, and look at My hands; and reach your hand here,
and put it into My side. Do not be unbelieving, but believing.” And Thomas
answered and said to Him, “My Lord and my God!” Jesus said to him, “Thomas,
because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed
are those who have not seen and yet have believed.” (Jn
20:26-29)
“Unless I
see in His hands the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of
the nails, I will not believe” (Jn 20:25).
Thomas was
certainly not afraid to speak his mind, even when he was the lone minority.
The other
ten disciples had just seen their teacher and risen Lord, who had died a
gruesome death and came into their midst through closed doors. He showed them
His pierced hands and side and breathed on them, giving them the promise of the
Holy Spirit (Jn 20:19-23).
The
greatest miracle had happened before their eyes, turning their fear to joy. And
seeing their resurrected Lord revived their lost hope in Him.
Thomas had missed this historic
moment. They told him in excitement, “We have seen the Lord!” But the unanimous
witness of his peers did not persuade him one bit. In his heart, Jesus was
dead. As far as he was concerned, all that he had once hoped for in Jesus was
now over. Nothing could arouse his faith anymore.
Perhaps this was what went through
his mind:
You saw the Lord?
No. You were seeing things because you were
so desperate to find something to calm your fears.
You saw Jesus’ hands and side?
Did you actually touch them to see if they
were real?
No. You have all been tricked by your own
imagination.
For Thomas, the only way to prove
himself wrong was for him not only to see the nail prints on Jesus’ hands but
also to put his finger into the print and his hand into His side. Thomas was
sure that his demand was an impossible one. Whatever the other disciples saw
simply was not true. End of discussion.
Seeing Inspires Faith
“My Lord and my God!”
Now imagine the Thomas who professed
these words of utter surrender. What wrought the total change of attitude in
him was a sign—a sign that Jesus did specifically for him. Jesus came
through closed doors, appeared before Thomas’ eyes, spoke with him, and offered
to let him verify that He was real.
In the Gospel according to John,
signs play a crucial role in Jesus’ works. Before the multitudes and the
disciples, Jesus did many signs (Jn 7:31, 12:37,
20:30).
Right after the account of Jesus’
appearance to Thomas, the Scripture tells us, “And truly Jesus did many other
signs in the presence of His disciples, which are not written in this book” (Jn 20:30). This indicates that what Jesus did in the
foregoing account was a sign.
A sign, by definition, is a
distinguishing mark that points to something beyond itself. By means of some
extraordinary occurrence, signs visibly reveal Jesus’ identity as the Christ,
the Son of God.
The ultimate purpose of Jesus’
signs, according to John, is so that we may believe that Jesus is the Christ,
the Son of God, and “that believing [we] may have eternal life in His name” (Jn 20:31). The signs that Jesus performed were not only a
show of divine power, but served to lead the people to believe that He is the
Savior of the world, the true answer to our problems.
By feeding the multitude with only
five loaves and two fish, Jesus revealed that He is the bread of life from
heaven. By healing the man blind from birth, Jesus showed that He is the light
of the world. By raising Lazarus from the dead, Jesus demonstrated that He is
the resurrection and the life.
Therefore, miraculous signs play a
necessary part in the proclamation of the gospel. Even today, God continues to
bear witness to us with signs, wonders, and miracles (Heb
2:4). Through these acts of God, we may come to have saving faith in the Lord
Jesus.
My Lord and My God
When we experience a miracle,
especially when God does it for us personally, we find ourselves in the
presence of the almighty yet loving God. We stand in awe, humbled and moved, at
a loss for words.
This was what happened to Thomas. No
more verbose claims. Only a cry of faith: “My Lord and my God!”
Jesus knew what Thomas needed, and
so He acted to meet that need. In fact, He also has a lesson to teach us, the
readers. He could have waited until all eleven of the disciples were together,
but He chose to appear to them when Thomas was absent.
He heard Thomas’ words to the other
disciples. Eight days later, while Thomas was with the rest, Jesus appeared again,
especially for him. What Jesus asked Thomas to do was exactly according to the
impossible terms Thomas had laid down—to put his finger into His hands
and to put his hand into His side.
Thomas did not even have to touch
Jesus’ hands and side before He professed His faith in the risen Christ. Jesus
had shown him beyond a doubt that He was alive. Even more importantly, Jesus
cared enough to manifest Himself again solely for him.
Jesus never performed a sign just to
satisfy an unbeliever’s demand (Mt 12:38, 39; Jn
2:18-22), and He was in no way obligated to convince Thomas of His
resurrection. But Jesus did not give up on Thomas. He was aware of Thomas’
character—that he would not buy into anything easily, especially
something of such magnitude.
He also knows about the Thomas
within each of us. The Thomas who had once left everything to
follow the Lord and had now forsaken his faith. Jesus, out of His love
for Thomas, made a point to restore his lost faith.
Whether we are able to believe and
trust in our Lord matters a great deal to Him. How many times has God gone out
of His way to seek us when we were lost? Even when we have given up on Him, He
never gives up on us. In some miraculous way, He touches our lives and shows us
that He still cares. At that moment, we are caught in wonder and a sense of
worthlessness.
All we can say in our stupor is “My
Lord and my God!” God is no longer the God of other Christians or of our family
members. He becomes our very own. This personal encounter with the Lord is what
is most precious about miracles. It is not the vision, the healing, or the
deliverance from danger. But it is coming face to face with our Lord and our
God through the power and kindness He has shown us.
Such personal encounters with God
tend to stay with us for the rest of our lives. Even in moments of doubt, we
can recall them and renew our faith again.
Seeing AND believing
Seeing is
believing, as the saying goes. This world has taught us to only believe
something when we have proof in our hands. Who would put money down for a house
without any signed legal documents? Which top university would grant you
admissions simply because you claim to qualify?
We have all learned to be skeptical
until we see proof. After all, how can we know what is true or false without
some clear evidence?
God knows that in a world of
mistrust, we are no longer able to believe in the truth without any convincing
proof (Jn 4:48). For this reason, Jesus not only
taught the people the truth about God and His salvation, He also worked
miracles, wonders, and signs among the people (Acts 2:22).
In doing so, He manifested His
glory, demonstrating that the Father was at work in Him and that He was indeed
one with the Father (Jn 2:11, 10:37, 38). Thus,
Jesus’ signs were an integral part of His ministry.
If signs were so important, was it
wrong for Thomas to ask for a sign to show that Jesus had indeed resurrected?
And for that matter, is it really wrong for us to ask to see before we believe?
Jesus said to Thomas, “Thomas,
because you have seen Me, you have believed. Blessed
are those who have not seen and yet have believed” (Jn
20:29). It appears as if Jesus expects us to believe in Him without any visible
proof. It also seems that Jesus was dismissing the importance of signs and miracles.
But this is not so.
Bear in mind that Jesus had already
appeared to the other ten disciples. He showed them His hands and His side.
Even when Jesus appeared especially to Thomas eight days later, the other
disciples were also present to witness this sign. Thomas was not the only
disciple who believed only upon seeing. So the problem does not lie in seeing
miracles.
In fact, the Bible tells us that
after Jesus had risen from the dead, He presented Himself alive to the apostles
“by many infallible proofs, being seen by them during forty days and speaking
of the things pertaining to the kingdom of God” (Acts 1:2, 3). If the Lord
expects faith without any proof or sight, He would not have performed so many
signs and produced all the infallible proofs before His disciples.
What, then, was wrong with Thomas’
attitude? Let us think about his ultimatum again: “Unless I see in His hands
the print of the nails, and put my finger into the print of the nails, and put
my hand into His side, I will not believe.” He was not seeking a sign as much
as to assert his staunch unbelief.
Using the strongest form of negation,1 Thomas insisted that He would not believe
except under the conditions he set forth. Elsewhere in the NKJV, the double
negative is usually translated as “by no means” or “never.” In other words,
Thomas was saying, “Unless I can authenticate things my way, I will never
believe!” Perhaps the expression “doubting Thomas” is not nearly as accurate as
“unbelieving Thomas.”
Jesus’ final command to Thomas was this:
“Do not be unbelieving, but believing” (Jn 20:29).
Jesus was not only instructing him to believe for the moment that Jesus was
indeed alive. Thomas had fallen into a state of unbelief, and he chose to
remain so unless he was proven wrong.
The adjective “unbelieving” is also
translated as “faithless” (cf. Mt 17:17). Elsewhere in the Bible, this word
applies only to unbelievers. This was the condition Thomas had put himself
in—he had become an unbeliever. Jesus, out of His compassion, lifted Thomas
out of his unbelief.
By placing terms and conditions on
faith, Thomas had placed a limit on God. He would only believe that Jesus had
resurrected if those terms and conditions were met. This was an indication of
his state of unbelief.
FAITH BEYOND SEEING
According to the Lord Jesus, blessed
are those who have not seen and yet have believed. These are people who trust
in the Lord without placing any conditions on God. That includes us, the
readers, who put our faith in the risen Christ without having seen Him with our
eyes. As Jesus’ disciples, we should no longer resort to the mentality of
“seeing is believing.”
While Jesus has allowed us to see
His glory through signs, miracles, and wonders, He does not want us to make
them a condition for faith. Seeing may lead to faith, but faith should not
depend on seeing.
Our Lord wants us to go on from
seeing to believing—to continue believing even in the absence of
miracles. Can you picture a relationship in which one has to keep producing
proofs to earn the other’s trust? This is surely not the kind of relationship
we want to have with our Lord.
God may do wonders in our lives and
before our eyes, but only according to His sovereign will and according to His
timetable, not ours. Unlike scientific experiments, miracles are not for us to
use at our disposal to verify God’s words. Instead, they are out of God’s mercy
toward us, and we are humbled at the sight of God’s glory.
Paul teaches in 2 Corinthians 5:7,
“For we walk by faith, not by sight.” Our journey to our eternal home does not
depend on sight. Signs and miracles would benefit us only if we come to Christ
as a result and believe in Him as our Lord and our God. Once we have
established this personal and trusting relationship with God, it is faith that
will take us to the end.
Through His miraculous appearance,
Jesus became to Thomas his Lord and his God. Thomas had now grown beyond sight
and was no longer dependent on sight. We likewise have claimed Jesus as “my
Lord and my God.” Let us not become hardened in our hearts but walk daily by
faith until the day we see Him as He is.
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1 The double negative οὐ μὴ is
the most decisive way of negating something in the future.