Hidden Sins within the Heart
Ooo, a good juicy apple is what I need right
now. So I grabbed an apple from the basket, gave it a quick wash and took
what should have been my delicious first bite. Crunch. Something was wrong. I held the apple out in front of me
and saw that it was hollow, rotten, and no good. Eeeww. I immediately spat out what was in my mouth and searched for
any other signs that this apple had turned bad, but there was none. On the
outside it seemed like a perfectly edible apple.
Our
hearts can be similar to this apple. On the outside it may seem fine, we go to
church, are peaceable with others, take part in church work and attend various
church activities. But maybe deep down, sin is there, undetected and slowly
corrupting our hearts or our service to God.
Sin can
be very deceitful (Heb 3:13). It can be so small that we don’t really know it
is there at first, or so subtle that we choose to ignore it. However, over
time, it can grow and spoil the heart from within. How can we be more aware of
these hidden sins? After all, how can you see something that is hidden? Well,
we can turn to the only One who can see our whole heart. Like King David wrote
in Psalm 139, we can look to God for help.
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me,
and know my anxieties;
And see
if there
is any wicked way in me,
And
lead me in the way everlasting. (Ps 139:23-24)
In our
prayers we can humbly ask God to reveal anything wicked that may be within our
hearts; like putting our computers through an anti-virus scan. Sometimes the
results rendered can be an unexpected wake-up call. Did I really have that in my heart? However, we can thank God,
repent and rely on Him to lead us in the way everlasting. So in the end, God
can look at our hearts and see that it is good not only on the outside, but
also good within.
Questions for Reflection
1. Have
we ever asked God to reveal to us how He sees our heart?
2. Are
there any sins hidden deep in our hearts?